Done

I’m done pretending that I don’t mind how you neglect me. I’m done acting that I have it all together emotionally. I’m done hoping that there’s a good thing that might come up with this. I’m done looking for possibilities. I’m done wishing for us. I’m just done. I don’t want to be in […]

A Message For You

To the one who’s meant for me, I don’t know where you are right now. what you are going through, are you happy in someone’s presence or are you enjoying the single life. I might not know if you are slowly picking yourself to be whole again or just going through a recent heart break. […]

I’m Okay

Sometime I just want to cry, tell you everything I’ve been feeling inside. the pain that’s been knocking me down, the fear that causes me to shut down, the worries that eats up my insides, and the emptiness that’s been killing me everyday. I wanted to tell you but I can’t get the right words […]

Maybe

Maybe I just wanted to talk to you about how my day went Maybe I just wanted to tell you how happy I was Maybe I just wanted to sit next to you, and lay my head in your shoulders Maybe I just wanted to let you know how hard I try to meet life’s […]

Never Be The Same

Been in the office quite too long tonight felt like a stranger being here I tried sitting on the desk where I used to be. I remember having your pictures on my work station, well cause you inspire me to work hard. I remember stealing glances at you whenever I feel stressed or my mind […]

Puzzle Piece

I hate this, I hate counting out days until you say goodbye. I hate that you are not the first person I see when I wake up and the last person I say goodnight to, I hate that I won’t get to see you everyday. I hate that I won’t see that smile that always […]

What do I know that I don’t know?

What do I know that I don’t know? I know that you are not good for me but I don’t know how to stop wanting you. I know that this will hurt like hell but I don’t know how to let go. I know that beer won’t work anymore but I don’t know what will. […]

Three Words

There are words my mouth can’t utter. There are words that run in my head, thousand of times. There are words I don’t know when to say. but every part of my being expresses it through my actions. The way my eyes speaks when it looks at you. The way my skin longs from your […]

I’m Sorry

Sorry. For still being here. For still caring for you. For liking every part of you. And for never stopped loving you. There are things I can’t control, trust me I’ve tried so many times. I’ve tried to move forward, talked with other girls. tried to go on a date but who am I kidding? […]

Cigarette

I always hated the smell of cigarette smoke, and too afraid for what it can do to my lungs. just the thought of it makes me puke or gag. But then, you came and with every puff of your smoke makes me change my mind. I forgot that I hated it because all I want […]

Near You

Am I drunk? Or just sleepy? I can’t stay awake. My head is spinning and I’m definitely on the verge of puking, so I slow down and just stop things from moving. I sit still as I feel her heat seeping into me. I don’t want […]

Do You?

Do I ever cross your mind? Do you still care about me? Are there things that remind you of me? Do you ever think about what’s going on in my life? Do you still wish to be a part of it? Because I never stopped thinking about you. Because I still care about you. Because […]

I Don’t

I don’t miss the way we used to talk, long conversation about our passions, and funny stories about the past. I don’t miss your beautiful smile or the way you move your head when a good song comes out. I don’t miss the way you look at me with those beautiful blue eyes. I don’t […]

I Can Never be

The day you said you like him. my world crashed, my heart wanted to explode, and tears wanted to run down from my eyes. I was catching my breath, pretending that I can still stand and make it through that moment. I froze and couldn’t take a step. What happened? I asked. where did I […]

I Lost

How can things change for the worse when you are trying to make things better? How can a beautiful conversation turn into a Yeah and a Nahh? How can my favorite time of the day become a “Maybe next time”? How can I become used to you saying no? How can I stay when you’ve […]

One Wish

Looking up at the sky waiting for a shooting star hoping that I can get one wish Throwing coins on the wishing well hoping that I can get one wish watching my digital watch to turn 11:11 hoping that I can get one wish That one day I’ll forget the pain you caused me when […]

Blue Eyes

I want to get lost in your blue eyes. Stare deeply at me and see through my soul. Let my eyes speak what my mouth can’t utter, what my actions can’t do, what my touch can’t describe and what my hearts been trying to say.

I Want To

I want to stay up all night with you, talk about everything, and bare our soul with every word. I want to hold your hand, squeeze it and hold it near my heart so you’ll know I’ll never leave. I want to walk along the shore with my hands around your waist as we listen […]

Most Of The Time

Most of the time we try to walk away from the people we know we can’t stand a day without. Most of the time we try to ignore what our hearts been pleading us to do. Most of the time we try to find the right words but ends up with the wrong ones. Most […]

I Will

Please don’t be scared to take a chance with me, I’m scared too but I’m willing to risk it all. I’m all in with you. I’ll stay during your good and bad days. I will never make you feel alone. I will always make time for you. I’ll endure your unending mood swings. I’ll listen […]

Never For Me

I remember the last time I had a bad day, you waited for me and listened to my heart’s rants. You calmed my nerves by telling me that I deserved better. You lifted up all the pain whenever you smiled. You looked into my eyes and stared deeply into my soul. You were there and […]

Next To Her

That feeling that will break your heart.

To The Person I Will Love

To the person I will love, I want you to be ready to be poured with compliments with how beautiful you are because you are the only muse of my eyes. I want you to be ready to sleep peacefully at night knowing that you have my mind and my heart in the palm of […]

Let Me

Let me wipe those tears that you’ve been crying for days Let me touch those lips that I will never get to taste Let me lend you my shoulders until you feel fine Let me hold your hand that fits perfectly into mine Let me memorize your face that I pray not to forget Let […]

Hi

I’ve seen, tasted and adored women in my years of existence but I’ve never thought that I could like someone so far away, worst? She is on the other part of the world. I never thought that she could bring butterflies in my stomach with just her smile. That she can make my heart […]